Flight of the Steroid Bumblebee!

Long Long Time

So, decade ago, my internet was down for months. That's why i have not been updating ever since then. But its only the initial reason, and the continuously followed up reason is undenied my laziness for updating the blog. My apologize especially for LIM JIA HUI who took the effort to keep sending me DBA DBA DBA!! and also those who nag for dead blog, hahaha.

P.S. Releasing stress for exam

Wind Crest~ The Three Trails

As much as i enjoy playing piano, this is a song i would recommend everyone to try it out, as i personally love it a lot. The song can be listen through my mixpod =D The picture is not clear though...XD..blogger's problem.. feel free to ask me for the music sheet if u want it.

WATEVA!

I jus couldnt help it
everythings i do is wrong !
ALL WRONG! ALL MY FAULT!
jus making everyone unhappy!
Now i dun wan to do anything else..dun care anymore
Wateva

Changed..

Well..recently have had some weird kind of feeling occuring over and over again...
Im like becoming very easy get upset and mood swing..i duno how could tis happen to me as the previous me was not meant to behave in tis way ..my ques is .." did i changed ??" I feel like now even myself duno who i am.. im totally lost..
The only thing i noe is its out of my control when these feeling come ..could it be there's a major changed towards my character??... or sometimes i wonder its may because im too over stepping into someone who i could never let go ..i knew i was wrong .. but i jus couldnt do anything ..its like a drug ..and im deeply addicted..
Hereby i would like to apologise...im Sry to the one i had hurt when these feeling arrived..i knew sometimes became very emotional or even use some rude words and phrase .. i dun mean it SERIOUSLY.. IM SO SRY... i think thats not right for me to being interfering so much into somebody's life....i will try my best to improve myself.. to gain controversial towards various feelings.. and to pull myself out abit... i believe i can !

Confusion@.@

Certainly a weird feeling...AUSMAT is DONE!!!HOORAAAaaaayyyy..........=.=....>.<
So . Whats next? Degree....
Currently i'm having severe headache on deciding my path towards my future..
I really phobia of being having to choose wat i have to study... " What's are u going to study? Where ? When ?" ARGH!! this phrase haunted me since after SPM!! jus that i was thinking im finally free from it after i step my foot into AUSMAT and now AUSMAT is over and im back to tis irritating situation ....
Well..im trying to narrow my choice down .. 1stly, engineering ..which my subject in PRE-U is most directing to..which also massly included my most unfavourable subject of maths IS OUT!!!!
I really wouldnt want to involve myself in something that i may regret later on becoz i clearly noe that maths is not my bowl of rice ...by looking at my stupid results of my Pre-U can tell that..where both my calculus and applicable maths score lower than other subjects....
2ndly..i thought of taking law at the beginning as it somehow favour my character.. but jus in certain aspect i suppose..however public speaking and gonna write tons of contracts and the course duration really worry me up .. tat makes me wonder am i suitable for it a not
3rdly..accounting and finance..i duno him and he duno me ..i thought of doing as it sound much easier compare to other courses...but i dare not to take the risk towards it ...and i though of studying something professional to be able to give my family and future"WIFE" a better lifestyle.. furthermore, there are also many reasons and things that influence me towards this choice.i really miss my frens in Pre-U!!and i miss my college!!

BELOW ARE A STUPID POEM ...

WONDERS AND WONDERS AND WONDERS!!
SOMEONE GIMME IDEAS!!
WHY HEADACHE STAY HERE!!
I HATE TIS FOREVER!!
LIFE SO MUCH WONDERS!!!
OBLIGATE OR BE LOSER!!
VERY UNDERSTANDABLE!!
EVERYONE TELL ME FASTER!!
UNDERSTAND DEN GIMME IDEAS!!!

Happy or Sad?

Well it the very 1st day after the entire LAN subject.. so basically im free now! Yes very very free...
To say that LAN subject is a total rubbish..hmm..anyway for me i dun certainly think so. It may be quite boring and lifeless, but at the same time, it spare me many memories and "remembrance"
Back to the title! Happy or Sad..y did i set tis as my title? I wish i would noe too.
Eventually i'm currently in a state that even myself are also quite confusing that whether shud i be extremely happy or vice versa. I REALLY DUNNO!
What is that to make us happy? Is it that we are finally free from killer load of assignments and works together with numbers of headache exams?? Or its to say that we are finally graduated and grow a bit more mature? Is all that really makes people happy? I wonder
Sad and sorrow, what form a human being? character? emotion? feelings? care?sense?
Feelings can be quite simple.. but it can be at the same time the most difficult and hardest things to be understanded. Being having to leave all my frens especially those good one and BEST one of cz are something really hard to overcome. Sometimes those feeling just POP out of a sudden causing myself being EMO ..i wish i could have controlled but sadly its over my capability to handle.
As my mum always tell me..human meet each others becoz of faith! and when time come, no matter how hard those feeling may be, it is out for us to reach but to accept the truth that we have be seperated.Even though some may be together for very long time but at the end death will end all these too! So we should precious every moment wif our frens doesn't matter how close both might be. We could never estimate or forseen when one individual will be leaving without notice. Life is delicate and soft where the duration can never be estimated.
To all my dearest frens (All from BEST to someone that i might jus seen u be4) :
I wish i could have enlighten ur world and for any things that i did wrong and bothering u, i wish that I can be forgive.
Once fren we are always frens till the day i die.. if there is anything i can help u out about, feel no hesitate to ask me for help!
And last but not least, do not let small thing destroy frenship, and let the frenship last forever. Precious ur frens make every moment a smile on everyone's face..
Frenz FOREVER

P.S DO NOT FORGET ME PLS!!!

Neway! My Karaoke Virginity!

Under great suggestion from my beloved sis , we and our cousin including my mum who formally an anti-karaoke activist make up our mind to have our dinner at Neway enjoying the K-dinner package.

Well this is my very 1st time attending all this kind of stuff which certainly place a " not so good " image in my mind.But it was fun after experiencing what it actually is .. its not like something as "bad" and "dangerous" as what the rumors says.

Since i dun really like typing so much, so let picture speak the rest.

BBQ night !

In conjunction wif Yi Chyng's Bday , they , YES !! "THEY" planned to hav a BBQ party at my house after decade of argument and discussion which most of the time is discussing Craps, talking nonsense, AFKING, disappearing and wateva wateva!!! Decision finally made by Johnson Lim the DAI LOU!! when i cincai blancai shoot out and say BBQ LA~~100% sweating!

A very distinct experience was that when "we" me n dai lou went buying items for BBQ....imagine two young man who apparently noes "everything" went inside Giant market trying to figure out wat to buy . BECOZ the "Smart Fellow" , u noe who he is !! lost the whole list of ingredients we prepared earlier on!! ARGH! It was fun anyway although we fade up buying those stuff after we realise we gotten 20+ chicken wings which are not yet preserved...Thx to me who duno anything bout it and Johnson who took the chicken!! hahaha. Back to buying Hot dog ! we met a fantastic optimistic and budgetting aunty who work there .. wat she impressed me was tis >> dailou went asking which hotdog is nice and suitable for BBQ! and her extreme answer, which i "yan siong"(Like) the most is THE CHEAPEST ONE LA!! IF MANY PPL CAN PAY LESS AND EAT MORE!! wow wat a great philosopher!!

Well enuff of talking crap now! lets see some pic of the day!

Look at them holding the Chicken wings!! look like very fun hor!! BUT.......

To tell the truth i also a bit paiseh... the chicken wings is nearly immortal.. even being BBQ for half an hour yet still too raw to be consume haiz everyone's saliva also dry alr still cant get to eat it....Finally !! we brought out our Ultimate Weapon!!!*( i forgot take pic) ..the OVEN!!! and we cook the remaining chickens with the OVEN!!

See me laughing so happily u will think wat good things happened. Well its actually the best thing that happened in the world.. which i entrust my hot dog stick to my DAI LOU and ended up being black in colour >.<>

See him so "yeng zhan" and patient roasting the food hahahaha!!

ATTENTION!!: GIRL IN PINK!( not Man In Black)... "smart girl who try to wear shoe while everyone wear slipper to try not to get thrown into the pool...however the faith is not as imagined..After PALIMUN(parliament) decision , we voted to throw her into the pool 1st.. Girl in Pink aka 1st victim , i only got 2 word for u ! DAI SEI!! :P

Well everyone in the pool playing water .....and Linlin's pick up my huge water gun which is malfunctioning to play ...when i said malfuntioning , obviously it has the look but it doesn't have the strength

Group Photo!! Curious huh? why another person (Ms Valene) who doesn't appear in previous photo suddenly Pop out "Dry" on the right side of tis photo?

Escape?? NAH!! no way!! escape does not exist in our dictionary..after this beautiful photo was taken .. the nex thing happened is worst than anything u could imagined.. 7 young ppl forcing one ppl into a pool ..pushing dragging pulling or even Kicking!! Finally our effort were not wasted .. she enter the pool together wif the best stunt move that even professional swimmer cant do it ..like a dolphin jumping into the water. It hurts i think ... but fortunately nth serious happened HUH....

Fren's and Me

Here comes my college frens and some miscellaneous about me..


Some of my achievement in sport! I oni get once silver be4!

Anything

Broke Back Mountain On LIVE!!!
Group pic at pyramid bowling place!! Last pic with Amira

Bhak the cleaner

My Nasional Team shirt
Moo Hou Chuen

Whatever
Old chocolate since 1933
Anything !! wateva
OMG!! tis stupid FAke Bun tricked everyone
Feel like eating it!!

Chin Shieng the camwhore queen
Chui ( aka PHUI PHUI)
The lovely double C couple !! Christopher and Cheryl

HEHE
Nah, u don't match my Jedi Power
Bhakti Skywalker!! Prepare to Fly
OM! THE GUY WHO LOOK MOST LIKE ZOHAN!!
Michelle holding his handphone becoming a Model

Pervert look of Jin Han
Jin Han the Bad boy! never judge him from his INNOCENT appearance
Look!! there's the prove!! Even a Duck's ....haha